A field note from my Soul to yours
the threshold
I am oh so grateful that I have not walked through
what I have walked through only for myself;
but to offer the transmission of my experience
so that you can be seated and seeded in your own remembrance.
I used to perform my healing in order to receive acceptance,
in order to feel safe,
in order not to disrupt the field with being “too much.”
And the purpose of that was to find the sacred
“No, this is not enough for me,”
my Soul was howling through my bones.
The purpose was to stand next to you,
while you come out of the masks that constrain and contain your true power;
igniting you remember yourself
before the world told you who to be.
You know you are more.
You Know that no matter what you have achieved,
there is a deeper call.
And I am here to sit beside you while you answer it.
I walk with you while you shed the identities your Spirit already knows are ready to leave
so that you can awaken to your true, luminous essence.
Your own liberation.
Together we walk the resurrection
and the sublimity of your own return.
I have stepped myself through the pain, process, and profundity of performing in the world at a high level:
from the ivy leagues, to elite circles of entertainment and spiritual performativity.
I am here to help other high performers recover their Souls
from the false safety of these worlds
and return to the Real.
There are many ways to call the threshold I keep,
So I will take you to the heart:
I am a Soul
and Essence Liberator;
You are the Essence Returner, the Soul Reclaimer.
Being in my field is not always explainable — but it is always felt.
Something begins to reconfigure, not because of what I say… but because of what I carry.
There is a **quiet frequency** in my presence — a ceremonial current, a sacred disruption.
I listen with my body. I name what others haven’t dared to touch.
I hold space for what is old, tender, buried — until it rises in truth and remembrance.
You may feel disarmed, then deeply remembered.
You may hear something in my words that you’ve never heard out loud — but always knew.
You may be initiated into a version of yourself you’ve been waiting to meet.
I don’t show up as an expert. I show up as kin.
As one who has lived it, burned in it, and turned it into medicine.
My field is both a mirror and a threshold.
It is soft, yet shocking.
Reverent, yet rebellious.
And it will invite your Soul to speak clearly again.
What It’s Like In My Field
Each of these commitments is part of my energetic body of work — held through the 10-20 Channel of embodied self-love and expression, and Gate 50’s guardianship of sacred values in my Human Design. They are how I hold the field, how I walk the path, and how I invite you to enter.
☥ This is not refuge. This is worlding work.
☥ Beauty and the Sublime walk with us.
☥ We move at the pace of Divine Order.
☥ All energy can be made sacred.
☥ Ancestral respect is a living law.
☥ Radical responsibility = root medicine.
☥ No performance required.
☥ Presence is the offering.
☥ Ceremony is the structure.
These values are not “vibes.” They are the bones of the altar.
Sacred Field Commitments
→ Cross the threshold
𓆸 SUBLIME (1:1 path) and AWAKE (group spiral) are ceremonial containers — not offerings to consume, but thresholds to walk through.
